My ex husband after our 3rd divorce.  I tried really hard to make our marriage work as I married him 3 times.  The last time things got really bad and I felt like he betrayed me and I had lost my best friend.  I was really angry for a long time.  After I decided that in order for me to move on I had to forgive him, I realized that if I wanted to live my best life I had to forgive myself because I was angry with me for allowing myself to experience all that I had.